Tired...

I am so tired.  (I would say that I've never been so tired before in my life, but I've had 3 newborns so it may not be true.)  I am tired of sitting in the hospital.  I am tired of being away from my kids.  I am tired of eating hospital cafeteria food (even if it is really good).  I am tired of not sleeping in my own bed.  I am tired of doctors.  I am tired of hospital slow motion.  I am tired of my husband going through health problems.  I am tired of him having to have test after test.  (And I know he's more tired of it than I am!)  I am emotionally, physically, and mentally exhausted.  How tired do you think you have to get before the Lord finally decides that you have successfully handled a trial and He takes it away?  I certainly don't know.